Today is Valentine's Day & me & him are fighting. Just don't understand anymore. There are so many things he doesn't know about how I feel. & the person I used to be. Can't believe I allowed myself to stick around for this long...but I love him.

1. she could have cried but she didn't have time.

2. The days drag on & my mind unwinds with the thoughts of us throughout time.

3. & I got the point that I should leave you alone, but we both know that I’m not that strong.

4. & i hope you enjoyed watching me fall apart..

5. It hurts to remember, that at one point, i used to be the one who made you smile.

6. You want to express yourself but you dont want people to know its you

7. Did it ever occur to you that you're so caught up in trying to make the right choice that you've never stopped to consider the possibility that there may not be a right choice, or wrong choice, just a bunch of choices?

8. She was the girl who dreamed, the girl who saw things the way they were but never really let it get in the way of her wishful thinking. She laughed, she cried. She lived life to the fullest; with no intentions of ever turning back or regretting anything.

9. I guess a big part of growing up is dealing with regret. Swallowing your pride. There are some things in life you can't go back & change, no matter how much you want to. I think that day I was finally forced to grow up, to leave the past behind, for one final time.

10. We all honor heroes for different reasons. Sometimes for their bravery, sometimes for their daring, sometimes for their goodness. but mostly we honor heroes because at one point or another we all dream of being rescued. Of course, if the right hero doesn't
come along, sometimes we just have to rescue ourselves

11. Whoever said, "what you don't know can't hurt you," was a complete and total moron, because for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world.

12. What do you do, when everything is broken? What do you say, when no words fit the moment? 'Cause you're not here and even if you were what do I do? We're broken, but I can't throw us away.

13. You don't need me. & I think that's whats breaking my heart, b/c I still need you

14. That's the only reason people get angry; b/c they're hurt. Ppl only get angry to cover up the hurt. People change for 2 reasons:they either learn enough so that they want to, or they hurt enough so that they have to.

Basketball is life ... no.It's not.   Well it used to be anyways..this year is different.I went from starter to hardly even getting put in at all.& it's b/c I saw that there is more to life than games.& that's where it all started. I've been through alot of crap this year but Imma keep my head up like my nose is bleeding.-Tupac-

I was always so scared of getting hurt in life..but if you never get hurt then you never actually feel.My bestfriend was there some of the time.Not when I needed her though.There were times that I would've gave anything just to have someone there to talk to and understand.But I'm not actually for sure I would've shared anything with just anybody.I hate people feeling sorry for me.So don't..just listen & understand.